I'm back in the fuckin' hizzie, homos.This thread will be pretty presumptuous.You all probably didn't notice me in the first place let alone remember, or missed me, but i'm writing it anyway dammit.I haven't been to AfterElton in about a month because i've been dealing with some um.......life stuff.I've missed this site so much.

I've missed out on all of the great blogs, articles, forum topics, JBE's pictures that he changes every five minutes, but most of all I missed all of you.I especially missed Michael, Evan, GayTVluver, JBE, and Justinandrews, whose new picture of him lifting his shirt and showing off his six pack makes me have wet dreams about him, and want to catch the next flight to Boston to make out with him.Please tell me you have the Boston accent too because that would really do it for me.Yeah, he's a rediculously smokin' sexy regulation hottie.....like porn star hot.Those morning runs really paid off.I would totally hit that out of the park.

I missed you guys putting in your two cents on my threads especially Evan and GayTVluver when they get in their activist mode.I missed JBE's words of wisdom.I haven't seen any of the new vlogs, except Queers for fears.I finally got to see Brian and his would-be husband, and loved it.They should make that a regular thing.

Segue!We recently had an international gay film fest here in Chicago.I would have posted a new thread about it, but I didn't find out about it until the night before it started, and spent all of my money the day before, so I couldn't get tickets.The first night had what sounded like a good movie too......Shelter, a gay surfer movie.It had a party before the screening and Brad Rowe was there, but I missed it.I was as disappointed as when the gay games came here last summer, and I didn't go to that either.There was also some after party at a bar downtown where the cast of The L word was supposed to make an appearance.I missed that too.I miss all the good gay things in life because I have no money.

I did, however, go to the circus this past Tuesday.That was fun......and kind of gay....ish.You're not off the hook though.I have a bunch of other stuff to start threads on.I literally have a list.Sometimes i'm doing something and a random thought just pops into my head, and I go "that would be a great topic to bring up".I can't wait to start bugging Michael, who is always insanely busy, to check out and comment on my inept forum topics again.Tomorrow i'm going to stay in bed and watch the Cold case marathon, a show i've become addicted to just recently, and stuff my face with food.

 So, what am I thankful for?I appreciate, and am thankful for AfterElton.com and all of you good people.I also wanted to say that since, as you can obviously tell, I have no active social life, I can honestly say there's no one I'd rather spend the holidays with than you guys.